I don’t know how i should take this but … Thank you !
I think the tomboy me was one of my best period, but i wasn’t thinking that people get interest in me like you. I’m sorry but i don’t feel like being tomboy again, i wanna wear anything i want without thinking “wow i don’t look boyish today i should get dressed in another way” or stuff. Mentally i was already that mad but i was acting like boy so never care and all, i think it’s true i’m more girly minded but that is only because i feel lonely that i’m acting “cute”…
I’m a little sad you said you don’t recognize me it’s like i’m not me anymore but i am… hahaha but here for you ~
I wish I could be like in cartoons you know how like a really big character can hide completely behind a lampost or something that’d be a really cool skill to have
I’m sorry for the text i’m going to write but everything seem so boring it make me sad. I feel like i’ll never meet someone who will love me like i am and the worst is that i think about being “normal”. I asked me many times what would be my life without being me and this is the worst. I’m pissed and affraid of these people who act like you are weird because of what i like and what i wear but i can talk normally… Why they act so close minded ? That’s why i can’t have anyone who will care about me i supposed. I start being afraid to not found someone and i have to act strong but i’m not that strong these days… I’m sorry being boring with this.